Under Construction

This one will probably be short and sweet today. I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday weekend. I have taken the last few days to examine myself and see exactly where I need to start to pick my life up and move on. People say all the time what they would do if this happened and when it happens the truth is...it does not always go the way we plan! I know that everyday my heaviness will get a little less heavy, my heartache will hurt a little less and I will love myself a little more. When I look into the mirror I want to see this beautiful woman that others tell me they see. It's amazing to me that someone can look in the mirror and not see their worth. In the past when I looked in there I saw insecurity, hurt, grief, loss and unworthiness. Slowly but surely I'm starting to see beauty not just on the outside but inner beauty, confidence and worthiness. I am wonderfully and fearfully made and my father in heaven loves me. That by itself is enough to make me be able to go on. Don't get me wrong it's a struggle and I know it won't be easy...but I know my father has it all under control. I have learned to never give someone else the power to make you feel less than. You are more than enough!! And if you love God and live by his word he will supply your every need. He may not come everytime when we want him to come but he is ALWAYS ontime! We have to realize that some things we desire aren't good for us and our father knows it. Just know that whatever it is if he doesn't deliver you...just know that he is ABLE to!!